"IF YOU LOVED ME" (2014)

2014 addition to the "Believe" collection.   First proper release from that collection.   

I remember

How love feels

The arms of belonging

And I know now

The beauty

Of winter rain falling…

Magic crystals, magic snowman

I wish I may

Star bright

They’re in the windows

I am outside

I miss you most tonight…

If you loved me, why’d you leave me?

And take away my way back home

Now, I’m out here tryin to find it

Before I turn to stone…

If you loved me…

Then why’d you leave…. Me?

I am older

December’s colder

Another year goes by

And the children

And the laughter

And the songs that  make us cry

(chorus)

Now I wonder

Where I’m going?

What will come to be?

But I’m not afraid now

Coz what I know now

Is I take you with me…

(chorus)
END (C) 2014

"MONSTER" (2014)

- from "REMIXXIT MMXIV"

I got a monster inside of me

And only you know

You know

Where am I gonna go

Where am I gonna run to this time (I got a monster inside of me)

How do I escape

It keep scratchin at my mind… (I got a monster inside of me)

Wake me from this nightmare

For real I’m starting to get A BIT  scared

I got a monster inside of me

I got a devil that lied to me

He tells me to shut my mouth

I got a monster eating half of me

An evil clown that laughs at me

Kills me with doubt

I got a monster inside of me

And only you know…

How am I gonna win

How am I gonna save my life (I got a monster inside of me)

How am I gonna function

How am I gonna sleep tonight…. (I got a monster inside of me)

Wake me from this nightmare

Tell me there’s a way out of there…

(chorus)

How do you find me?

Where do you hide out?

I scream into silence

You laugh at my shouts

You come and you slither

You threaten you’re bigger

And I don’t know how to fight back

I don’t know how to fight back…

(chorus)

END (C) 2014 Bluchest Records