Tuesday, December 16, 2014

"KATIE" (2014)

lead release from "No Fairytale"

Katie says Del turned two today
How does the time fall away?
It was cool to go away back in the day
But I never meant to go so far away…

Down on the piers singing our songs
Felt like the whole world sang along
Tears on your eyes when I got on the bus
Distance putting time between the two of us

My baby came when I needed him
If I could go back would I do it the same again?
Katie I don’t know
Katie I don’t know…

The road’s messed up, driving’s bad
Nobody knows what the hell they had
Last cigarette I swore was my last
But another state line flew right past
(chorus)

Keep rockin your baby Kate
And I’ll keep on being sweet baby james…

(chorus)

Mmm mmm
Katie I don’t know
Katie I don’t know…

END 

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

"IF YOU LOVED ME" (2014)

2014 addition to the "Believe" collection.   First proper release from that collection.   

I remember
How love feels
The arms of belonging
And I know now
The beauty
Of winter rain falling…

Magic crystals, magic snowman
I wish I may
Star bright
They’re in the windows
I am outside
I miss you most tonight…

If you loved me, why’d you leave me?
And take away my way back home
Now, I’m out here tryin to find it
Before I turn to stone…
If you loved me…
Then why’d you leave…. Me?

I am older
December’s colder
Another year goes by
And the children
And the laughter
And the songs that  make us cry
(chorus)



Now I wonder
Where I’m going?
What will come to be?
But I’m not afraid now
Coz what I know now
Is I take you with me…
(chorus)
END (C) 2014

Friday, November 7, 2014

"MONSTER" (2014)

- from "REMIXXIT MMXIV"

I got a monster inside of me
And only you know
You know

Where am I gonna go
Where am I gonna run to this time (I got a monster inside of me)
How do I escape
It keep scratchin at my mind… (I got a monster inside of me)

Wake me from this nightmare
For real I’m starting to get A BIT  scared

I got a monster inside of me
I got a devil that lied to me
He tells me to shut my mouth
I got a monster eating half of me
An evil clown that laughs at me
Kills me with doubt

I got a monster inside of me
And only you know…

How am I gonna win
How am I gonna save my life (I got a monster inside of me)
How am I gonna function
How am I gonna sleep tonight…. (I got a monster inside of me)

Wake me from this nightmare
Tell me there’s a way out of there…
(chorus)

How do you find me?
Where do you hide out?
I scream into silence
You laugh at my shouts
You come and you slither
You threaten you’re bigger

And I don’t know how to fight back
I don’t know how to fight back…


(chorus)
END (C) 2014 Bluchest Records 


Friday, September 19, 2014

"ORANGE SODA" (2014)

4TH PROPER (5TH OVERALL) RELEASE FROM "WILD HORSES."

I ain’t your dream boy
You got it all wrong
I ain’t no hero
My desire to be one is gone…

I don’t do pretty
always that one thing outta place
Took me forever
To find out there’s nothing wrong with my face…

So I’ll be over here
With my orange soda
Watchin it all go down
Watchin it all go down…

I’m no believer
My faith hangs low on a string
I don’t hold my breath
I doubt that you’ll know what I mean…

So I’ll be in the corner
With my orange soda
Not even asking why why why
Not even asking why why why

I was born a cassette
You were born a cd
Flip me over play
Side 2 track 3

Do it On repeat…

I’ll be the one in the corner
With my orange soda
Lookin for my way out out out…
Finding my own way out… of this mess

In the corner
With my orange soda
As it all goes down
Watchin it all go down

I got my orange soda
All I need is my orange soda
I got my orange soda…
I got my orange soda…
I got my orange soda…

END © 2014

"ENOUGH" (2014)

THIRD RELEASE FROM "WILD HORSES."   RELEASED AUGUST 2014

I could write ten million billion songs
Probably already have
Sing my face off till I turn blue
Still the anger lasts

Keep it always at bay close to break
Don’t let go repeat phase
Skimming surface room for a bit more
Time to complete stage

I’ve written enough songs
Cried enough tears
I’m done here

I’ve waited enough time
Faced enough fears
I’m done here

The need to let you know how stupid I felt
How you hurt me
lack of any real sincere apology
Requires too much energy

I’ve written enough songs
Cried enough tears
I’m done here

I’ve wasted enough time
Faced enough fears
I’m done here

What remains is the fact it is what it is
We tried and we failed
As if you would show up here say sorry and I love you
That ship has sailed

I’ve sang enough songs
Moved to enough towns
I am done now

Started over enough times
I am strong enough now
I am done.

And I’ve written enough songs
Cried enough tears
I am done here

I’ve wasted enough time
Faced enough fears
I am done here.

I’ve written enough songs
Cried enough tears
Who wouldn’t be done here?

I’ve waited enough time
Faced enough fears
I am done here.

(this is my final transmission)
END © 2014

Friday, July 25, 2014

"PEOPLE TALK" (2014)

SECOND PROPER RELEASE FROM 'WILD HORSES'

I’ll be the one
Who says when I’ll stop
I’ll decide if I’m hot or not
So You want this?
Tell me why I should
Don’t ya know
Ya ain’t no good

I don’t care
What you think of me
It’s not my problem
Why you so angry?

I just wanna feel what I feel tonight
I’m gonna walk like I walk
I’m gonna wear what I want tonight
And if people talk, so what!
Let them talk
Let them talk…

People talk, let them talk.

Another lame little person who
Can’t handle, a different point of view
Ain’t mad, but I’m not impressed
Same story, give it a rest…

Another time
I might have choked
Another place
Hey don’t you know…
(chorus)

 (people talk. Let them talk.)

I just wanna feel what I feel tonight
I just wanna feel what I feel…

(Chorus)
END © June 6, 2014

Sunday, June 8, 2014

"MOTORBIKE" (2014)

FIRST PROPER RELEASE FROM THE NEW RECORD!!!

Motorcycles on the street
Crusin by at the speed of light
On the road to something else
I know it sounds crazy but can I ride?

Past these houses where we burn
And the boys who yell with the windows down
I hold on with both hands
Put me up on the highway and out of town

Oh people like us we need to be free
Let’s head to the ocean got all that we need

And baby
It’s ok you’re not a movie star
Come out, come out, come out wherever you are
We’re gonna own this city tonight
Just you and me and a motorbike
We’re on your motorbike
We on your motorbike…

We’re up past midnight once again
Doubts punching us… we’re punching them
Howlin as the moon hangs tight
We’ve changed before, we’ll change again

I wasn’t joking when I let it all go…
I opened up my hands and got on the road
(chorus)

I would like to fall in love
But a different kind then before
Not an ending but something new
Keepin me hungry
ready for more

People like us we’re born to be free
I am with you if you are with me

And baby
It’s ok you’re not a movie star
Come out, come out, come out wherever you are
We gonna own this whole world tonight
Just you and me and you’re motorbike
We on your motorbike

We on your motorbike…

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